From a female LIB reader
After 3 and a half years with my boyfriend,
he broke things off on September 30th. He
said he was no longer happy and wanted to
be single again. I've been begging him for
the past two months for another chance but
he's adamant. Now, I've been having these
suicidal thoughts. Sometimes when I'm
sleeping, my heart just stops and I literally
can't breath for close to 5 seconds. I don't
function normally anymore. My friends keep
telling me I will heal with time but the way
I'm feeling, I feel like I will one day just
drop dead. I have headache 24/7 just from
thinking about him. I've tried, I've even gone
to church, I can't stop hurting or stop
thinking about him. Just this weekend I
thought dying would be the best way out but
I don't want to die but how do I stop my
heart from hurting so much. The headaches
has turned my eyes to bloodshot red. I can't
live. Help me!
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Post a Comment